I said it.

I already did it.

However, I keep thinking about all those times you've may needed/wanted to know it time ago...I did not mean to leave you alone. I know you still feeling lonely, nevertheless you don't want me near, wich is completely understandable.

I cannot let this feeling go. I do not know how/when/why, it just happened, and I want you to know it, it doesn't matter if you reject it, it's ok since all I want is you to feel fine.

You have been doing everything how it has to be, maybe that is why I am crying now.

Sincerely, thankyou.